there comes a time...

Sorry, but I'm paranoid. This is now a friends only journal. Currently, I only have 3 friends, heh. But if you wish to read, then just leave a comment, send me mail, whatever, and add me to your friends list and I'll do the same. I need my privacy from certain people.

Some entries will be private. You'll notice I left most of them below. But the really personal ones...friends only.

she's got the moves

Oh! I almost forgot. I wrote my first song a couple days ago. I was fiddling around with some power chords and tuning up and stuff, and I just came out. I recorded it. I'd post it, but...I'm shy. Besides, no one wants to hear that.

Then I was writing out lyrics for it at like 3:30 in the morning. I've been doing that a lot lately. I stay up that late then wake up at 12:30. Summer is cool. The other day I put up a collage on my wall, with Blink 182 and a bunch of cool ads and random people. Whoop!

I can't draw Tom (DeLonge, from blink DUH) for the life of me. In one of them, he looked like a very sad James Dean. The other, he had too big of a nose. And don't even get me started on my Mark sketches. He looks high.

Okay that's it. Everybody take off your pants.
  • Current Mood
    bitchy bitchy

i think it's time that i should leave...

Long time no update, right? Chloe's Scanning Fun. I was bored tonight.

So, I think Amy's new domain is coming soon. I'm excited about the move. I think what I'll do is...leave notice on my site, and request that people email me if they wish to know where I've gone. But the thing is, I'll probably only answer so many, because Amy wants to start fresh, and I want to respect that. So if too many people know, it's not exactly starting fresh, right? So I think that's what I'll do.

Sigh. It's been a dark week.
  • Current Mood
    complacent complacent


There's a blink special on much in half an hour. I already got my tape ready and everything, heh. Whoop! Getstring is down. Now I will never know the initial reaction everyone had to my layout..see, usually on the first day, there's a rush of gbook signer's, and it slows no rush for me. Ah well. If people really want to talk to me, they'll email me, right?

I just got an email from Amy..I probably shouldn't say anything, but I'm excited! :) Hehe. I'm sad that Gia is no longer a part of uniquity...I know her site will still be around, but I'll still miss her being on the same domain. Sigh.

Well, I don't really have much to update on; it's been a pretty slow week. I couldn't fall asleep until 5:30 this morning. I think I'm going to go lie down and wait for the special to come on :)
  • Current Mood
    mellow mellow

new s/n.

I got a new AIM screenname: felt hats. I think only one person I know would understand the meaning of that...hehe. If you message me now, you'll get an away message....but I like when people leave messages for me :) *hint hint*

Bah, I'm going to watch some tv.
  • Current Mood
    calm calm

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Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Moderate
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: Moderate
Narcissistic: Low
Avoidant: Very High
Dependent: High
Obsessive-Compulsive: Low

Er...I don't think that's a good thing.

My brother left for the summer this morning. I'm going to miss his cd's most of all, hehe. All of my favorite cd's are basically "his", so now they're all gone. He may not return, so I might have to buy them all over

I'm tired. Someone woke me up at 9:30 on the phone this morning.
  • Current Music
    the radio


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Oh my. I'm too amused by that. Okay, now I really have to go get ready :). Off to dinner I go!
  • Current Mood
    hyper hyper


HEYYYYY! It's my birthday today! Yes! My parents burst in my room this morning at 8 am to give me my presents. And now I can't go back to sleep! I got a whole bunch of new summer clothes; skirts and tanks and stuff, and then they told me to close my eyes, and they came in a gave me...A GUITAR! HAHAA! I'm so stoked. I've already been playing it for like an hour now. Woohoo!

And you know what? This day isn't going to suck afterall. Kelly and Andrea want to take me out to see Crazy/Beautiful this afternoon, and then I'm going out for supper with my family. Then after that, I'm going over to Ciji's. But her plans were kind of foiled, because she wanted to take me out for dinner to the Grace Cafe...with JEFF! :) But since I'm eating, she said she'll plan a different surprise for tomorrow (Thursday). So it's all good! So we'll just watch movies or something...yep. So it's going to be fun! Nothing too big, but I don't mind. I'm having a real party this weekend, so I don't mind doing something simple today. So yay. I'm pretty happy right now. AHHH!! And I'm so hyper! I can't stop jittering, I'm just too happy!

I think I'm going to look up some tabs on the net now..and play my new guitar! *squeals* Anyone want to wish me a happy birthday?? I'll love you forever! Mwah! See you guys later. :)
  • Current Music
    "Wish You Were Here" / Pink Floyd

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"Already we knew the rest - though we would never be sure about the sequence of events. We argue about it still. Most likely, Bonnie died while we sat in the living room, dreaming of highways. Mary put her head in the oven shortly thereafter, on hearing Bonnie kick the trunk out from under herself. They were ready to assist one another, if need be. Mary might have still been breathing when we passed by on our way downstairs, missing her by less than two feet in the dark, as we later measured. Therese, stuffed with sleeping pills washed down with gin, was as good as dead by the time we entered the house. Lux was the last to go, twenty or thirty minutes after we left. Fleeing, screaming without sound, we forgot to stop at the garage, from which music was still playing. They found her in the front seat, gray faced and serene, holding a cigarette lighter that had burned its coild into her palm. She had escaped in the car just as we expected. But she had unbuckled us, it turned out, only to stall us, so that she and her sisters could die in peace."

I'm getting chills. I must have this book. I must read this book.

"It didn't matter in the end how old they had been, or that they were girls, but only that we had loved them, and that they hadn't heard us calling, still do not hear us, up here in the tree house, with out thinning hair and soft bellies, calling them out of those rooms where they went to be alone for all time, alone in suicide, which is deeper than death, and where we will never find the pieces to put them back together."

Those are excerpts from "The Virgin Suicides". I swear...I have to read that. Tasha was sending me bits and pieces over aim, and wow. I loved the movie, and I just know the book must be better. They always are. Someone want to be nice and buy me the book for my birthday? :)
  • Current Music
    "Moonlight Sonata"